Thoughts of a Deep Thinker by Realigion

Lately I've been asking myself if I'm truly capable of allowing myself to open up,  love and to be loved. I've unknowingly built a wall that block's out any and everyone from getting too close to me. Parts of me have grown cold in a sense.The thought of trusting outside my circle have become obsolete.  I hold on stronger to the loved ones whom have already prove to be loyal, genuine and thorough. In this life, you will meet  tons of people who want to be apart of your world but everyone isn't built to handle someone of your caliber. Over the past few months, I decided to pay full attention to myself and what type of person I am. We go years, months and sundays  trying to understand others when we don't even truly know ourselves. What I've discovered about me is: I am very loving and caring. I am loner. I am forgiving and loyal yet if I sense characteristics of dishoner, evilness, jealously and fraudulence; I will cut a person off without  warning without ever having intentions off looking back. I don't think that's good but I'm a work in progress. I have become very disciplined and reserved. My faith in God is at all an time high, he is the one person I can trust to keep my head above water, to keep me grounded and make me feel whole.  I have trained my mind to think at a higher level, to see the good in every situation yet my heart has a mind of its own "Handle with Care" is what is speaks because once abused, stepped on or broken; trying to fix won't be an option. ~Realigion~